I will not make the same mistakes that you did
(親愛的,我絕不會重蹈您的覆轍)
I Will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
(我的心,也不會像你的一樣軟弱)
I will not break the way you did, you fell so hard
(我更不會像你一樣,讓心志崩潰)
I ve learned the hard way, to never let it get that far
(我看得很清楚,我一定會比你更堅強)
Because of you I ll never stray too far from the sidewalk
(因為你們,我無法打開心胸,無法接觸這個世界)
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side So I don t get hurt
(因為你們,我得不到安全感)
Because of you I find it hard to trust Not only me, but everyone around me
(因為你們,我沒辦法相信自己和任何人)
Because of you I am afraid
(因為你們,我總是很害怕)
I lose my way And it s not too long before you point it out
(我是迷失了人生方向,而你也可以指責我無妨)
I cannot cry Because I know that s weakness in your eyes
(不過,我不會在妳面前哭,因為我知道妳比我更脆弱)
I m forced to fake, a smile, a laugh Every day of my life
(在你面前,我不得不假裝堅強,快樂)
My heart can t possibly break When it wasn t even whole to start with
(我幼小的心不可能再為你而碎了,因為它早已破敗不堪)
Because of you I ll never stray too far from the sidewalk
(因為你們,我不斷在尋找一個安全的角落)
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side So I don t get hurt
(因為你們,我不敢嚐試,我無法踏出人生的一步)
Because of you I find it hard to trust Not only me, but everyone around me
(因為你們,我無法建立正常的人際關係)
Because of you I am afraid
(因為你們,我對生活的一切感到恐懼)
I watched you die
(我親眼看著妳毀掉自己)
I heard you cry
(我親耳聽妳痛哭)
Every night in your sleep
(每天晚上,你都反覆上演這種爛戲碼)
I was so young
(拜託,我只是個孩子而已)
You should have known better than to lean on me
(你卻只懂得依賴我當你的慰藉,你是個成人,你難道沒有辦法救救你自己嗎?)
You never thought of anyone else
(你想過我的感受嗎?你知道我也會難過嗎?)
You just saw your pain
(你不懂,因為你自我中心,所以你永遠只看到你自己的痛苦
And now I cry In the middle of the night For the same damn thing
(因為你做的好事,我心中的黑洞永遠無法癒合,而我什麼都做不了,只能在暗夜哭泣)
Because of you I ll never stray too far from the sidewalk
(我沒有勇氣,我不知自己的人生該怎麼前進)
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side So I don t get hurt
(我真的很想知道,到底安全感是怎樣的東西?)
Because of you I tried my hardest just to forget everything
(因為你,我必須耗盡全部心力,只為了忘記我的過去)
Because of you I don t know how to let anyone else in
(因為你,我無法信任誰,也無法愛別人)
Because of you I m ashamed of my life because it s empty
(因為你們,我永遠對自己的生命感到羞愧,因為我不懂愛是什麼)
(沒有愛,沒有安全感,沒有信任的人生,只是為我帶來恐懼罷了)
Because of you Because of you
(這一切,都是因為你們)